When will it end?

When will it end?

I thought about you again
And it made me put down my pen.
I looked to the sky and asked why?
It sometimes makes me want to die..

I lost you.
Forever is too long.
It makes me wants to die too.
it's like a never ending song.

I wish I could hold you in my arms.
Then I remember I can't.
That pain then rips me apart.
And then I give a little cry.

Why is it, when you smile, it's for her?
Is it her?
I've always wondered what heaven looks like.
Maybe one day I'll make the hike.

Maybe her song, her love, her touch....
Maybe that will save you.
But it's too late for me...